hi my friend...so very sorry that things are not going great for you these days..i am sending you all the strength i can tonight--you are not in an easy situation --it really sucks to have to depend on others the way we do--but somehow we seem to get thru each difficult and painful day-can't say how we do..but we do..yes i did get my cpap machine..it isn't working as well as i had wished..but i am at least getting 3 hrs a night before ripping it off my face..i seem to be sweating so badly that my tie-dyed t-shirt seeped thru and stained my pillow all pretty colors..
wish i was closer to come and entertain you while you are stuck in the bed--i will try to think of some games to help..but my brain doesn't seem to be there for thinking much these days..mindless tv is what i seem to space off into--
i will write some more tomorrow..rain is on it's way and pain is extremely high..wishing you a peaceful night--moonstar