Thank you so much for responding. It seems like you figured out all my psychological issues from reading my post. I have been beating myself up about the trip, if only I would have rested, I wake up with this thought every morning, if only, if only. I feel like I destroyed my recovery chances, we did so many hikes and I knew something was off but it felt good to move so I just kept hiking and hoping that this will just clear my system.

Then when I got home I collapsed and I went to a neurologist, he told me to stay active it would be good for me. I followed his advice and developed all sorts of new symptoms.

The ringing goes away! I am going to hope for that as it is destroying my sanity.
I did just finish a neuro psych assesment, she kept saying that I super depressed and I have too much anxiety. I am really hoping for a good recovery but the anxiety brings on stress and then I get panic attacks and its just this awful cycle.

I am triple major in Business, and was going to go teach at University in the Middle East in August but all that feels impossible if this condition continues like this. Will I ever be me again? People who recover, do they get their sense of self back, as I feel like it has been stripped away from me...just from hitting a stupid door.