Hi everyone. I am a survivor of suicide and just recently last Monday was suicidal for the 1st time in about 17 years. I live alone and will soon be divorce from a very bad man. I have a lot of problems pyschologically because of many years of emotional abuse that turned to physical abuse from my soon to be ex-husband. I am having a great deal of trouble dealing with people now as since 99 I basically had been isolated. It seem that people love to pounce on easy prey like me and it sometimes often puts me back into isolation.

I am more hopeful now. I normally post in the BP forum.

befuddled2