Welcome back.

That post was a lot of work. I finally made it through it even though I had to skip a lot.

My first impression is you are still struggling with horrible anxiety. Your focus on every detail is overloading to me. I can only imagine how overloading it is to you.

Are you receiving any kind of counseling to help you deal with your day to day thought processes ? It appears you are used to a very busy life. Letting go of a busy life, even temporarily, can be a big challenge.

What is your day like between your Brain Breaks ? How do you occupy your time ?

It appears you have discovered that the local Doc in a Boxes (Primary Health and such) are almost clueless regarding concussions. Some have just enough understanding to be dangerous.

btw, When you post, please limit your paragraphs to 5 lines or 6 max. It is difficult for many of us to follow from line to line when the paragraphs get longer than 5 lines. I am exhausted from trying to read your post. But, I made it through, even if I had to skip along.

My best to you.