Welcome to the group that none of us really wants to be "qualified" for! I was also injured in a cycling accident, was mis-diagnosed, tried to push through, and after 17 months, am still dealing with acceptance of my "new normal" but not giving up hope for improvement.

I think as athletes, we not only have the mentality of pushing ourselves and developing a high tolerance for pain (that sometimes masks serious injuries), but also find that when our ability to exercise at high levels is taken from us, we suffer more from the withdrawal, both physically and mentally.

Then there is the social loss - for 10 years my social life was built around the triathlon community, my vacations around the race schedule, etc. Some of my closest "tri friends" have disappeared, and I have to accept that those friendships were built around activities that I can't do now or that some people aren't comfortable with the new me - I think it's a too-close reminder of how vulnerable we all are out there, or they worry that I'll feel left out when they talk about their training and racing.

But I've also been surprised at some people who are there for me, and I appreciate and love them with a whole new appreciation for what it means to be a true friend. I also found a support group where people understand me, and I see a psychologist every few weeks - originally it was just a safe place to vent and cry, but after a few months, I'm more open to his insights.

I don't have any answers, but you are not alone. Hang in there!