I have been feeling soooooo down these days.... Suicidal to the point I wrote a letter saying goodbye to everything and everyone.... DONT WORRY. i wont do it.... Im too tired to even try....

The reason: frustration and failure like always....

Saw my therapist and yeah, everything he says make sense, but my brain simply cant process the info, believe what he is saying and feel better... I keep feeling blue and miserable even with therapy, meds and supplements...

Sorry, I needed to vent. Im tired of feeling, Im tired of my brain being awake and saying silly things 24/7.... It wont stop....

Thanks for listening.