over did it big time

my own fault things pile up

and i am at my end with all of it

intent organize and get the decorations

out it came with a cost

mega monster pain

i am lonely

i think this hurts the most

no one to hold or hold me back

i just cried all day to where my migraine

to the point of getting sick

the strain not welcomed

so all my fault

it hurts so badly

and i'm scared how much more

this brain can take

what is a persons threshold

before the snap

this brain hurts so badly

me