I do know the feeling! Lol I'm finding I have pretty interesting memory issues these days. Actually I've been having several issues a of late but I'm too stubborn to give in. But that's just me I suppose lol

I work from home so that is a very good thing for me, although I have recently been put on mandatory overtime, and having to sit in one position for some 10 hours a day is rather hard on me. I've also noticed that at home I have become a wall walker so as to keep my balance. It's kinda funny actually to watch lol. I try to put on a good front on the outside. When in all honesty on the inside just the normal things a person has to do in life is very painful. I do not hide the fact that I have limitations to everything I do. This past year I am finding that when I go to a store I can no longer walk through the store but I have to be in a wheelchair. That was not something that was easy getting used to! But if it means it doesn't mean I'm hurting badly for the next couple of days, I'll do it lol.

My ex husband and I remain friends and I suppose it's best for the kids to not having us fighting or anything. We haven't seen each other in a long time but are civil when we talk. And I suppose that's a good thing too. There are a lot of hurt feelings there but nothing that I can change so I just try to suck it up and put a smile on lol.

These days I'm finding that harder and harder to do. This will be my first thanksgiving in 38 years that I have to spend alone. My kids will be with their dad and that new family, and my roommate will likely be with his family and loved ones. I don't have any family around here and have come to find that I really don't have any friends anymore either. I don't mean to feel bad for myself but it is the loneliest feeling.

Anyway, thank you for letting me ramble and whine lol. It's good to get it out there sometimes. I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving!