Thank you all for your replies!
I do think about the Thymus a lot, I canīt think it can be normal to have it bigger than usual. My doctor called it a Thymus-rest. Is there a difference? Isnīt a enlarged Thymus very typical in MG?
I think I have to keep pushing for a diagnosis and better treatment. In sep. then I finally get the Mestinon I was so totally exhausted after a year with fighting, so I just felt relieved and was happy about getting something that makes my life easier. But I do worry about the future. The illness is still in me, even if the Mestinon helps with the symptoms. It feels scary!