Actually one of the guys in the group lives in the same park to which we are moving. I really don't see myself socializing outside the gym with any of the guys. I feel so much better when I'm in a group and just fall to the depths at home.

Hopefully all the activities they have for residents will perk me up. I miss working so much My old employers sat there and bald face lied during the deposition.

My dogs are near me having to make "that" appointment. I sit shiva when I lose a pet. I am just so sad all the time. I'm told I will never be able to do certain things any more (All motion related, I can't stand for more than a minute or two without falling over. So why am I even trying to get better? For who am I doing it? I'm seriously starting to think about giving up.