Oh Chris, I'm so sorry to hear of the losses you and your DH have endured. You're definitely NOT a failure, maybe it's just not God's time right now??? Waaaay back in the dark ages, my ex and I were trying to have a baby, but at the same time my mother was dying of cancer, my elderly grandmother lived with her and my father. My help was needed there for cooking, grocery shopping, errands, etc. It had been over four years of trying and wouldn't you know it, as soon as my mother passed, the next month found me pregnant. We went on to have three all together.

There's always hope, but adoption is a wonderful option too. There are so many needy children out there that would love a family like yours.

I'll be praying for your situation.

Love.........