Hello and welcome to the NeuroTalk Support Groups.

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time with those tremors.

You could try posting on the
Movement Disorders Forum
Movement Disorders Including essential tremor, dystonia and Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS)
or
Parkinson's Disease Forum

There is a forum search feature here.
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/search.php

I hope you get some answers when you see your Neurologist next week.