Hello Ada,I am fairly new here. Just want to say, I am so sorry for the loss of your Bill(that is my husbands name) You seem like a special Lady to be thinking of others, and still going through your depression and your loss, and all of your other problems too, Ada. I will keep you in my prayers. I thank God for this board and for "special folks" like you Dear one. hugs and I do hope you get to feeling better, Ada. Love, Desi