Im tired guys.... I have been doing everything I can to try to change the way I see life, the way I see people around me, the way I see my family... I try to modify the way my brain see things.... and nothing works... I take my meds, I take my supplements, I see my therapist and do (or try to) the exercises he gives me, I run in the treadmill at least 3 days a week and yet, Im aching.... My whole life is a pain.....

My silly brain cant enjoy anything, cant see beauty.... It on,y sees the negative side of everything.... That of course depress me and send me back to my past where I just see more mistakes, failures, frustration.... Im tired of being me and I really dont know what else I can do to change