oh erin,

i really feel for you. i wish i was there to give you a tremendous hug and hold your hand to help you fight. don't even give ANY thought to what anyone thinks who doesn't support you. it's not worth any effort on your part and just takes away from the energy you need to get help.

think about any options you have to get medical help. even if it means asking another dr if they could give you any way to get help and even if it wasn't thru them.

do you think turning up in the ER would accomplish anything? do you think if you called the local MS society that they could help you find someone or give you some advice.

please let us know how you are. i care. i wish i could help.