Sometimes all I need to do is vent as well.
I got CRPS at the age of 9. I tore a ligament in the elbow and it spread to full body with organ involvement in about 4 years. I've been thru everything medically possible (est. 50 surgeries & another 4 dozen procedures) to help stop or lessen the spread. It all did nothing but make it worse but eh, it's always a gamble.
If u ever wanna talk, at anything I'm here most days to check in.
Every day I'd rather just sleep all day, but that never works. I've found a couple things that help take the gnawing constantly tiring pain. One is my dog duke. Another one is medical marijauna, 😆😆
I'm so sorry your struggling so much, I hope things lighten up ☺. Your never alone tho! RSD/CRPS is rare but I found out I didn't have to go thru it solo all the time if I didn't want to.