I was 50 when I developed idiopathic painful sensory PN, emphasis on the painful. Julie, hang in there. We all have an idea of what you are going through. I am so sorry you are having so much pain. I know you must be scared, too. Stick with this board and you will find many understanding friends and help also. I am leaving tomorrow for a 3 week vacation, but will be interested to see how you are doing when I return. In the meantime, since I am from the Bible Belt, I will be praying for your pain to lessen.