((((Abbie)))) Hope your finals went well !!!

OCD is such a monster guys.... After years thinking my main problem was depression, now I know it is OCD which is obviously not helping with my depressed mood and actually causing it

Im exptremely tired of having 1 good day, 3 very bad days, 2 bad days, 1 ok day.... I know this is how life is supposed to be, but, they could be at least months... not days !!! I felt fine and calm like for 5 days and today again BOOM, here comes my obssessions for silly things... I mean, THE SAME SILLY THINGS that were bothering me the other day and that I thought I had got over....

This is seriously making me sick on my stomach and head !!!