Only a breath away from tears, feeling so very low and just downright blue! Why, I have no idea, just woke up this way today after a very poor nights sleep. My 4 cats have come inside and all 4 are within a metre from me, like 4 diamond points in a square gazing at me, I'm sure they know something is wrong, they never ever sit just like this gazing at me in the same vicinity at the same time. My pain has begun again, just creeping back in on the left hip after a few days of relief from the procedure, bloody referred pain from my spine, I'm positive it's my spine working its magic to get the message through to my brain saying hey, did you forget me, did you think you could block me out, hah I've found a new neuron to get the message through since you blocked the last one! I hate my life