Hey Red90,

Its a bit rubbish feeling like crap all the time, but you are lucky to have such oportunities. You and your Drs know your current limits, whther or not to go into full time education. You have plenty of time, and looking after yourself now will help you later.

I'm a writer, and yeah there's a lot more editing needed now ahem, I still write and plan to continue. Worked too hard to give up.

A middle ground option may be for you to postphone collgege for a year and do a night course in creative writing. Less work load and stress but still training your brain/skills. Perhaps if you are feeling well enough, or as a goal, look into doing a s/s internship at a company in the publishing industry, an agency or publisher, or apps and design if your tech minded. Get a taste of where you want to go and impress on your application.

I hope you find a balance that suits you, gives you time to heal.