On December 30, I am scheduled for my SCS trial implant. I found this forum at 2a.m., Saturday morning, in the throws of anxiety as my mind began thinking ahead to the procedure, but moreso, praying it works. I have all of my eggs in the "SCS basket" ~ should it not work, I will bow down, swallow my pride and accept a wheelchair.

I am teetering on the edge. Fighting pain is tiresome. I've had 3 lumbar surgeries in 17 months. Given up on most everything in my life.

I could continue on but I am sure many here understand.

Off now to reseach the forum and see what I can learn!

NanaZ