I called the physiatrist that I was seeing last spring before my neuro made me go for a second opinion at another doctor (ended up hating the 2nd opinion guy)

So I have an appointment with the doctor I just called on the 21st, but I just basically begged them to see if I can go earlier, because I feel worse almost daily, and I think if I wait the three something weeks to see him, it'll be too late.

The secretary said she'd have the nurse call me tomorrow. Hopefully they can get me in earlier. Sucks that there's a holiday this week.

Not sure if I should bother calling the neuro, or the family doctor. They never want to give me steroids, and I'm not sure if I want those anyways. I want to see what the physiatrist says. Since my problem is moving, or not being able to move well, and feeling worse at that daily.

I couldn't drive my dad to his eye doctor today. I might have those hand controls, but I have no idea how to drive my car on snow and ice with those hand controls. Also I went pretty much straight from driving stick shift to driving with hand controls. I've never driven an automatic transmission car on snow. I don't know how automatics handle in snow. I was a diehard stick shift driver. I miss my old car. I could actually feel the road with that car.

It's snowing outside, and instead of being out there playing in it with my old car like I used to (4 wheel drive and manual transmission is fun on snow) I'm terrified to leave my garage. Another thing the ms stole. My love of driving stick shift.