Wes,

I understand well all of your last paragraph but the Jiu Jitsu!

I am having panic/anxiety problems currently. They started at the 6 month mark for me.
I can go shopping with my wife and manage pretty well one day but the next is like starting all over again....one day's success never seems to build on the next day.

I spent 17 years on Paxil for panic attacks and withdrew 10/12 as it was losing efficacy and tried wellbutrin combined with celexa. I hated those, they wound we way up so I quit them 1/14 also. I was doing ok without them and was happy with the progress. My Tbi took place 4/12/14. The Paxil worked good for panic but I had some problems I was glad to get rid of when I quit. I gained a lot more fiscal discipline off the pill and really love my wife deeply again.

I am trying to remain med free.

Bud