Things have been really really bad tonight. I can barely move. I don't know if this is some uncontrolled spasticity (I'm really really stiff) or if it's the ms doing something to the nerves other than setting off the nasty spasticity.

The neuro told me last winter not to take any steroids, because he thought it would make things worse. So he has me under the impression that nothing can be done for whatever is going on now.

Then they've been doing the "we'll watch it for now" for everything I've complained about. Tonight I'm just so tired of "watching", and waiting for everything. It's exhausting. I can barely get around. I feel like all my friends have abandoned me. I'm bored, really really lonely. And it's really depressing sitting here, feeling myself get more and more disabled.

I live with a hypochondriac. My mom has been a true hypochondriac for my entire life. Know what happens when you live with one? Everyone you know assumes that you're a hypochondriac too, so most of my family thinks I'm making all of this up. (Gee thanks mom, for tarring me with your hypochondria tinged brush. Thanks a lot.)


I'm really disappointed in how things have been going. When I got diagnosed, they gave me the impression that things weren't going to be that bad. Well, it's bad.

Just tired of this. It's constant, and doesn't let up.