I'm so sorry you've been having such a difficult time since your trip away.

I have read a lot on the forums about morton's epsom lotion and wondered if you can get it where you live? It sounds as if it's extremely helpful for aches and pains.

feel stronger soon.

Have you ever considered an Hospital Strength Sustagen powder? I think they make one that has extra fibre in it these days too. It can really be helpful during very stressful times on body and mind and is easy to take. It's not something that people should rely on, but very good for short term.