last night i had another glass of scotch and then i got so depressed. the magic has worn off so now i think i have an aversion to it.
I also skipped my medications last night. that hasn't happened in a long time.
I also got depressed because i tried to return a 100 dollars of mutilated bills that i had left under my futon which got wet from the flood and when i discovered it i got sad. I had taken the money i thought that was under there out the time of the flood. that also was damp but dried easily. I tried to return it to my bank and they said no. I found the moneyfactory.gov where i can return it with an explanation and wait to hear from them in three to six months.
I have also been going over my will. I asked one of my close friends if she would take care of my body and she said yes. Then i told my friend to whom i am leaving everything.she wants me to go to her lawyer to double check my will and she said she would pay for it. she said it would make her more comfortable about possible lawsuits from my family. That was depressing.
On the other hand, my cleaning woman showed another example of how bright she is. she figured out my neighbor's new microwave within seconds.
I am so lucky
bobby