Bud-It seems like the wall I keep running Into to is because I liked the old me and want that back, I don't know if this is like you but you may relate. Not that I went from a Mac to a PC (hehe), but I definitely know my computer has been rearranged and is processing things... Say a bit differently or even slowly.

But, as my awesome husband told me recently is that I'm suffering and worrying that I'm not the 'old me' and that is what is holding me back. Yet here I can use this time to try and become whatever me I want to be! Why not. Pain and all- what the future lies ahead can be because I'm choosing it and taking care of me and not just allowing my PCS to define me.

I think I'm going to make a list of all the things I've ever wanted to be and start working towards that. It may be a bootstrap lifting solution. =} I want you to try it too! At least it will take my mind off all my symptoms=}

Though those odd symptoms are still there! Oh man what a journey this is.