Everybody,

Just forget it. I feel like I'm speaking Swahili or something, and I am feeling worse, and worse, and worse.

I no longer want to talk about my med, my feelings, or anything else for that matter.

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Lara, thank you for taking so much time out to try to help me. I appreciate it and I am sorry to let you down.

Mari, thank you for your thoughts in the other thread, and for trying to reply to me here. I took everything you said under advisement. I struggle to do any of those things, but I do appreciate your input. I cannot speak here any more right now. I am sorry I caused you more grief and hassle when you are depressed as well.

waves