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Originally Posted by bizi
Not drinking seems easier than not being on the computer.
I had a cancellation this morning so had some free time to do some paper work but chose to get on the computer instead. I am very behind in my paperwork. I just don't have the discipline to just DO IT!
Taxes are coming due and I need to start getting ready for that.
My house needs a cleaning and hubby is not concerned about that so he doesn't take the initiative to clean unless I ask him to. The yard needs work, have a yard man that I will ask to trim bushes back and cut down a dead flower bed that died from the frost. In the evenings I would spend a lot of time in the chat rooms. It was something to do and avoid work. I should use computer time as a reward for doing paper work. The chat rooms are instant gratification...I call it mental ************.
I need more motivation to be grown up and do my paper work and get off the computer.
I need balance in my life.
thanks again for your support.
bizi
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Bizi,
You have a lot of insight and spell out important things.
I have some questions (?????).
What do you mean about being a grown up? What does a grown up mean to you? Do you think that you are rebelling against something?
Can you make a list of 10 things that you are good at?
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A list of things that you like and would like to do more of/ spend time on?
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