I changed my mind. I am too old and not not in the mood to see a counselor -- they annoy me- all of them and always have.
All four of the counselors she gave me are not appropriate:

1. one has an entire center for life coaching (nothing about bipolar depression that is for sure)

2. another only deals with children

3. one is part of the group with a pdoc I saw once.
It was next to impossible to get her office on the phone.
THe service would have me on hold for 45 mins before I could leave a message or talk to someone.

4. The fourth is young and has other things that make her not a good match.


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I am going to make an appointment with current pdoc to ask her to lower my Verapamil.
Perhaps the verapamil is causing the depression.

Mari