why is it that so many men can't handle stress like this? my husband was very unsympathetic when i had my rotator cuff surgery (which was the worst pain ever until RSD) and having his mother here the week after the operation, i can see where he gets it. then when i was diagnosed with RSD he didn't give a rats *****. he did, however, find his way to my vicodin and began taking that. so then i had to hide it. then he found it again and took it again. he said he was taking them at night to sleep... he had a horrible sinus infection which turned into nasty bronchitis and was taking cough syrup with codeine and instead of calling the doctor for more, he just took mine. whatever. so i ended up throwing the rest of them down the toilet in front of him - nevermind that i needed them sometimes. so now my RSD has returned and i can't remember where i hid the rest of my pills. all this because of my husband's selfishness.

i wish i could just hug you all and cry. i am so sad.