So I started looking for jobs. I'm not ready just yet but I wanted to see what is out there. The search itself gave me a lot of anxiety and I found myself terrified of failing again. The stress that the job search caused made me arms go numb. This happens when I get very stressed because the veins get flooded with more blood than normal and I guess they are still adjusting.

I'm worried about this anxiety related to jobs. How am I going to overcome it? Feeling weird.