March 12 I go for a hearing with the BVA over VTell.

The problem is in NYC I am all alone, so I have to convince lawyers I am hurting.

If I fail, I am going to jump in front of a subway train, nothing to lose.

I have been going through this for years, I give.

It's got to the point I don't care about what others think, I was injured in the military, and they should take care of my pain (and they don't).

I'm sorry everyone, but why go on? Why suffer?