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Originally Posted by CRPSsurvivor
I I have been fighting this for over 2 years now. It took away my walking. Now I'm slowly learning how to walk. It is very slow and very, very painful. It is in my left foot and up my left leg.
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How do I start a new thread?
I am very depressed I think about letting myself die all the time. How do I make a new post. I have to really think . I lose weight unless I take a lot of medicines and I think perhaps I will just stop taking medicines to maintain weight. I would waste away so maybe that is the answer.
I feel guilt though because I have kids in their 20s so I keep going on. But I want to go to the other side.
I read other people's posts and they are much more brave than me and I feel guilty for writing about thinking of dying. But we all have to die sometime.