Hi, Pinkfloyd,
Welcome from another Brit! …and I must say your profile pic is the ONLY perfect album ever produced.
I know pain, as you do - as many members here do. You have found a comforting, supportive place. I just wish we had no need for it. Explore the Forums, you will find what you need, whether it's information, a kind word or a place to vent.

Dave.