Willem,

Welcome to NeuroTalk.

I'd love to try to help but your post is just too long and too many paragraphs are too many lines. I can't follow from line to line when there are more than 5 lines. Plus, many of your sentences are too complex with too many issues.

I guess you are in Europe or Canada.

From what I can follow, it sounds like you have a severe case of TBI induced depression and anxiety with possibly absence seizures or brain/cognitive freeze. An EEG may or may not show a problem.

It sounds like you need a full battery Neuro Psychological Assessment to properly identify your problems.

Other than meds, you don't say what you have done to try to reduce your symptoms. My first real improvement came after a psychiatrist started me on vitamins and supplements 30+ years ago. There is a list of vitamins in the sticky at the top as "Vitamins and Supplements" Check out post 101 on Nov. 2014. It has the latest information.

I'll try to read more later.

My best to you.