Just wanted to let you know that I'm feeling for you, man. I thought your post was well written and quite gripping. I can't imagine what you've been through and are going through now.

You should be proud that you have given up drinking. This is a huge plus! Alcoholism destroys people and families.

The vitamin/supplement regimen seems like a logical place to start to try and fix some problems. Your nutrition is really important for mood and body healing.

Anyway, you came to the right place for guidance! Hang in there. "One day at a time" is what I tell myself.