Mark, if you can see that this is the same post, and you know exactly when i first posted it. Then I myself am confused as to how you did not read for the second time, that i have not done anything to worsen my symptoms since september, which would clearly include restricting all intoxicants... If the repost of my story is "confusing" to you mark, then i will delete it. I am simply looking for aid or opinions, not put downs.