Hi there
so sorry to hear of what you have been through
We do have a PTSD forum here...but I think you may find the more active one at our other community to be more beneficial?
here is the link to PTSD on the main PsychCentral forums
http://forums.psychcentral.com/post-traumatic-stress/
You would need to register again, but you can use the same info as here.
Here is our PTSD forum as well
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum98.html