Talked to him today and we agreed to have a 'hiatus' to get oru own lives in order and revisit the relationship situation in a while. I feel alone, but some wonderful people have sent me e-hugs which is nice, but I really need a real hug. I had such a hard time not crying at work and I did cry in my car on break.

I wish I had someone's house to go to. I feel so claustrophic at home. The snow isnt helping anything