One week is over now and I'm still unable to get up. Knowing now that this incident resulted in a major setback makes me sad and really frustrated. 3 months for nothing, it feels like I start at square 1 again. I'm still searching for an explanation. Everyone tells you to not hit your head again. That's it. Nobody says be careful with any physical influence, also everyday phenonemons.

Writing this post costs me enough energy to be done for the day.