checking in:
boyfriend and I have decided we need some space in order to get ourselves right for us to work as a unit. i dont know how I feel about it, I just hope he actually does something cuz he talks a big game but his actions never really follow through.

My bone injuries have been acting up with the drastic temperature change and Ive noticed I havent really been eating. I also havent had a full nights sleep since the beginning of the year and its taking its toll. I go to bed at the same time every night and try to wake up at the same time, but I keep waking up earlier and earlier (and my new puppy loves it cuz she thinks were going out for a walk at 5am)

I am so exhausted in so many ways. Theres nothing I can do to feel caught up. Im just looking for a real hug and no one in my life has offered me one.