I am so sorry for your loss. Allow yourself a little time to grieve, when you
hope for something so much it is a real loss when it doesn't turn out well.

Seeing others going thru easier pregnancies is undoubtedly painful too.
I think you are wise to buy yourself a little time to strengthen your marriage
and rebuild your immediate life.

I so admire the people who choose to adopt and go to the ends of the
earth for children. I don't really know the extent of your disability from
MS, it shouldn't preclude parenting unless you are totally unable to get around, and even then people manage to be good parents.

Good luck. kami