Im a middle age/single living with older family members.

i dont wish to say too much publicly, but my employer was reorganizing to "get rid of the lower producers" so i reluctantly went on LTD as i felt with my health condition i could not do the new job requirements and the environment was not supportive. (I was using much fmla time which is the only accommodation they offered)

I cant afford to live on disability (or the new salary they were offering me), but i feel its an only option as i need the medicare to pay my medical bills which are steep. With my legitimate health limitations i don't think i would be able to get another job without accommodations and even then i dont know if it would succeed.

My DI wants me to apply for SSDI. Part of me is concerned about the label. or applying and failing.the other part of me is wondering if applying for ssdi,and getting the medicare would allow me to have a small business part time on the side and generate up to 1000 a month. if the small business grew such that it could generate more, then i could go off and be eligible for obama care. if not then i would still be able to stay alive at a substandard level.

my DI has a company they recommend to help with ssdi but im curious if it is better to not to use them and i don't want to unintentionally have to pay fees i don't have.

I noticed those on this forum have been helpful with those considering ssdi.
any thoughts you have are appreciated.
thank you