Dear Gerry dear Dave

I have not said anything either
I feel a lump like mass under my
right arm pit
The glands just bellow my ears
where both upperers and lowers
are held together
It is swollen both sides
am I nervous
You bet
My cancer I found in the right breast
I don't talk about it
All I say is something is not right
To say stress has zero to do with
my failing health
If my hair could hurt it would
IT'S JUST ALL OVER

just had my shrink session
Wants to start me on Effexor
Please anybody on this medicine
Kindly share what and how it affected you
I have been put on several
The trouble is my cancer drug was changed
again back on the first one tamoxifen

Femera added to the pain in my hands and feet
To be known this be a side effect many complain
about painful hands
I had the stupid thaught my hands are useless
already how much worse can my hands feel
forget a scale of happy to sad faces
indescribable
So
When on Femera I now had to also get off of
Zoloft
Bad withdrawals
Even with careful proper weaning from it
Sweating in the sleep cycle
Must change clothes sometimes twice in the sleep hours
Everything I wear is cotton already
so i have had to walk away to do things
for Eva
Corissa is at her program
she is slooooooooooooooooowly getting it
i will be awaiting a call for a conference father should be there
we will see
we shall see
till then
i did all i could
i hate
utterly HATE how i feel
being impeccable with my words

for you both
Jesus bestow upon my wonderful
friends
who remind me of my "sunshine"
from my innocent grandchild
may you find Joy from her natural
giving of
Love
me