group butt squeeze

thank you all so very much for all the love and support.

i wish i could post the particulars of what is going on, but with members of the club also being members here, my idiot husband would have a fit.

honestly, if they only knew the truth...they wouldn't be members.

i will say the kids and i are in the last few days in the house. where we will end up, i haven't a clue.

i made huge mistakes when we got grandmonkey. i listened to my family. they cared more about hurting my daughter, than what was best for me and grandmonkey. i still do not have legal custody and not a dime to pay for an attorney. i can't get a job, because no daycare will take him.

no work, no money, no insurance, no home.

i also made the mistake of putting this house in my name only. so hence...the idiot husband could care less that we got foreclosed on. oops..he proabaly doesn't want his members to know that. ya think? or the fact that in the texas heat we sit at home all day with no airconditioning while he sits in a nice cool health club until the sun goes down? nah...he probably doesn;t want me to mention that either.

what is realy sad, is that the people i thought were my friends, aren't since i don't live up to the standard of living they expect. all the people that for years and years i was there for 24/7. all the people that got free memberships and free personal training...because they were friends. all the people that came to our parties...ate our food...swam in our pool. *poof* gone when i really need the help.

oh well. i'm a survivor. some how, some way. me and the kids will be fine.