I haven't seeked professional help yet but I will be at my doctors appointment in a week and a half. I am glad to know that others experience it. It's a very strange feeling not having as much control over my thoughts anymore, I used to be very laid back and usually stuff didn't really bother me, it is hard to handle being so anxious all the time, I guess at least cleaning OCD is productive. Will it be permanent and something that I will have to get used to or will it fade?