this morning i went for a short walk with cecilia. I thought something was wrong because i didn't really speak to her last week except for a brief call i made and she responded by getting off the phone fast. I feel relieved. I finished my taxes yesterday and they are in envelops.i will just recheck that i got all the papers together and then send them certified on thursday i think.
i wake up very depressed every morning but feel better as the day goes on.
I wake up thinking about death a lot.
bobby