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Originally Posted by eva5667faliure
my heavy heart
loss of my job
just a huge part of my identity
robbed as a child
as a young adult
now as i entering my mid fifties
with a brain that feels thirty five
funky but true
sad because so much wasted time
as i doted over my children
raised them
to the best of my ability
and did a awesome job
they just don't like me
sad
me
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Eva,
Sometimes we don't realized the repetition of the past can really be a turn off to our children. After a while they just don't want to hear it or deal with it any longer.
My mother, whom I loved very much, just could not let go of the past and never let me forget what she went thru. I ached for the relationship we could have had. Sad. I have to be careful myself not to go there with my children.
Dave mentioned comedy or uplifting thoughts. This can be good for us as well as those around us.
Sending love & prayers,
Gerry