If possible, might be of help if you were able to let go of dwelling what most of us do as a matter of being a responsible parent without need to go back into all we have done for them.

It does not occur to me to look back on what I have done for my children; what I do often concentrate on tho is caring about their health, jobs, etc. What I have done for them just does not come up. I brought them into this world. The love and care for them is automatic.

Just afraid all this darkens the depression you are going thru causing it to become even deeper.

I only mention all this because I care about you and your family. Sometimes we need to do our best to control the dwelling on all that sorrows.


Gerry